so wicked

whise those so wicked to me??
i care about them
but they don't care about me
i don't want to put them into special people on my list
i feel so lonely, i couldn't always meet my bf.. so i just waste my time for useless things, and it's not cool!!!!
oh gosh, in my home.. my mother become more protective to me, and i'm so annoy of it. i couldn't watch in the cinema.. i couldn't hang-out with my friends, n i couldn't buy one expensive things this month.. err i'm so fed up with her act.
i tried to change my bad thought, but i couldn't do it..